guys suck

they just want me for my body 

they say they care and then they never actually do

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i was fuck buddies with this guy once

i cut it off

we said we'd be friends

and we were

or i thought we were

until we saw each other in person and had a long conversation

and then he ignored me for a week

i brought it up

and he thought it would be best if we didn't talk at all

i asked if we were ever friends

he said i don't know what you want from me sorry

...

i haven't talked to him since

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its ok

i don't need him

or anyone

who refuses to put the work into a friendship

i put my heart and soul into my friends

i expect the same from them

if we fight

we make up

but if you can't do that

you aren't worth my time

you don't deserve my heart and soul

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i also refuse to apologize for something i haven't done

even if it makes you happy

don't turn your mistakes on me

i won't sacrifice my happiness

for your satisfaction

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i wise man and my best friend tells me everytime he sees me

you have to be selfish

a good selfish

you have to say no to people 

so that you can stay happy

you have to be selfish

don't lend them money

or say sorry for something you didn't do

do not, sacrifice your happiness